James' Life

Hmmm

2004-12-17T15:14:07Z

Yes, I am at school, in the middle of computer music class, and I am contemplating the cruel response I just got from my last journal entry. I think maybe they should put themselves in my situation before they open their trap, because I have been dealing with a lot of stress from different things in my life school and sports and other commitments being part of it, and I haven't once really vented any of it, plus my parents are getting divorced but I have really talked to anyone about it, so that factored into that outburst, and I think maybe if people can't understand that emotions have to be let out sumtime, then they should go fuck themselves.
On a different I went to a funny Junior High Concert las night. I say funny because my wives were there and they kept calling down to me, and my parents were all weirded out and asking who they were and stuff, it was quite amusing. Then some girl that I dont even know comes down and says something to me about sitting with them and I'm like... ok.... and from that point on my mother was laughing, and my dad was confused. It was quite interesting, then when I was talking to them as I was leaving, and they thought I was mumbling to myself and that I'm a skitzo, but they still love me so it's all good, I just need to move to a different country, since even Utah got rid of the whole polygamy thing :-P I better leave, even though this class isn't that imporant...

AHHH!

2004-12-11T13:51:37Z

I just want to say right now that I feel like killing somebody. I came up with this expression this morning and for those of you who did not see it I feel that it is appropriate that you do. "I swear to God that if emotions were guns, I'd have an arsnal big enough to blow this world apart!" I think it fits well for my mood. My mother flipped out at me this morning because I went to Jon's last night to play Halo, which I did tell her about and then she started making up crap about how I said this and that, and what time I would be home. First off I told my father, not my mother what time I would be home, and I NEVER told her 11:30, because I knew that it didn't end until more like 12:00, plus driving time, and dropping Peter off I would never get back by 11:30, oh wait I DID rent that time machine.. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm......... Now I feel like stabbing her because her and my sister went to Manchester, NH, this morning and she had wanted me to go, but I never gave her a definitive yes or no, so they woke me up at sum ungodly hour to ask me, and when I said I didn't want to she flipped, and basically went on about how much of an ass I am because I stayed out late so now I was "too tired" to go to Manchester. Actually mother that is not the reason, the reason is because I have Humanities homework pouring out my ass by the gallons, plus I dont consider driving around for like 5 hours to spend money I dont have while listening to a bunch of women complain about their hubbies (coz my mom was bringing friends) and listening to their crappy country music FUN! To top it all off she decided (just to spite me) to take the van, which is the car I drive since no one else does, and she NEVER drives the van anymore. IDK WHY SHE COULDN'T HAVE JUST TAKEN HER OWN FUCKING CAR!!!!! SO she left her car here, but guess what its a fucking standard, and guess what Jiminy Cricket here DOESNT know how to drive?! Yep thats right, a standard, so now I can't even go down the bank like I had planned to see how much money I dont have.......... GAWD!#%@!% This day is so shitty, and so I'm so pissed off right now that I couldn't even go back to sleep, so now I'm sleep deprived and pissed..... please someone make me feel better! I have a theory that during the day we have the same amount of good and bad happen to us, but sumtimes the bad is spread so thin that its so minor and doesn't matter, but I feel like all my bad has been given to me within a one hour time period, so I really hope that something REALLY good happens to me, even if that means the rest of the day is just bleh... PLEASE!@%!

My Dad's Day of Birth

2004-11-22T03:10:18Z

Well, today was my dad's birthday, and I started it off by sleeping in until 12, and then basically doing nothing for the rest of the day, except going out to West Lebanon in the afternoon to trade in some stuff at Gamestop and then wander over to Best Buy and borders to observe some of the upcoming prospects as far as gifts are concerned. Now I'm writing this, and soon to be working some more on some Humanities reading which I should be doing because it's for a big project, and I'm doing really shitty in that class right now, I got a 68 on one of the big papers we just got back, and that means i have a 78 so far for the Unit... I'm kinda pissed off but I mean I have basically been getting B-'s on everything else, so throwing a 68 into the average definately didn't help the situation. This weekend has kind of sucked, I haven't really done much, and it seems like I have a lot of stuff on my mind lately, both personal and stuff with school, I dont know... life is sorta at a standstill for me, and I'm not sure what I have to do to push it along. If anyone has any ideas let me know. As for this week, pff well I probably have jazz band on tuesday, and wednesday if I consider myself ready, I'll take the driving test, because I still have a lotta studying to do for the written, especially considering I took the course last year 4th quarter! haha, well I think I'll do alright, I'm a pretty good driver, and I spent quite a while practicing backing into spaces. Tuesday if Jazz Band is a "no go" I'm taking the g-town bus with steve, lol and rentz, dan, ords and I are all gonna play Halo 2 til the cows come home :-P Ok well I should stop blabbering, and get back to work, gracias to all those who take the time to read these hideously long entries. - Jiminy Cricket

Lookee!

2004-11-18T03:36:06Z

Wow I'm so tired, but I don't have much homework tonight so I thought I would take some time out of my life and try to set this up. It's sorta pointless since I already have a Subprofile, but I guess in a way this is a little different coz people can actually post comments to what I write in here :-P Well today was cool coz it was an early release. My classes today were all pretty dumb, except Humanities, that was pretty much the only real class I had today haha! So then afterschool I met up with Hannah and her friends and we all went to Village Pizza and then pretty much just wandered around Lebanon for a while. I probably shouldn't put anything too perosnal in here, but I just hope it went okay, I didn't talk much... as usual, and I'm very sad that I still do that, but I think I'm getting more comfortable, haha Hannah knows all about this, so yeah eventually I'll be much more interesting. Then I went back to the school and hung out with Rentz and Ords before Jazz Band. I pretty much just played one of the guitars for some of the time, and then played all the percussion instruments haha, I'm sure Ms. Rapp would have loved that. Jazz Band sucked but thats typical, but at least Ms. Rapp wasn't in too pissy of a mood tonight. Anyways, I've been just hanging around tonight, I talked to Hannah and then I had some food and played video games for maybe half an hour coz I have a lot of self control like that :-P And now I'm tired and ready for bed... so I should probably go, until later.

- Jimany Cricket